Hello sweeties <3
Recently I am feeling really sad pretty often. Well, at the moment I am not really satisfied with parts of my life and I'd rather be and do something entirely different...in my mind I already am travelling so many places, opening my own cafe, working at a chocolate factory, meeting my prince in shining armor - having many many dreams...only thing that I am still missing is courage to pursue those dreams ^^" Stepping out into the world wearing Lolita was a huge step for me and I think it gave me confidence...but changing my life entirely to get closer to my dreams is so much more than I can handle at the moment.
Sometimes I really just want to step out, take that leap of faith, have confidence in myself...but in the end I am to much of a coward *sighs* Do you also have times like this? You are not satisfied but to afraid to change something? I hope I can overcome my fear someday and get all my dreams realized~I don't only want to be a "princess" on weekends...I want to be myself the whole time, without worrying what my colleagues or other people might think of my hobby.
JSK: Perfume Bottle by Metamorphose (I am so in love with it <3) I received the dress on Tuesday - it is a dream come true~
I wish everyone of you a nice evening and never stop pursuing your dreams <3 I will also do my best to be the person I want to be~