Update~

Hello sweeties <3

There has a lot been going on in my life recently and sometimes I just didn't have the energy (physical and mentally ^^") to sit down in front of the PC and write a blogpost. Also I wasn't really happy in the last months how my blog "evolved"...because I don't just want to throw outfitposts on you...somehow I want my blog to have more meaning than just showing my vanity ;) Therefore on top of my "life crisis" xD I also did some really hard thinking on how I could change my blog to something more meaningful for me and others...and sad thing is, I haven't really come to a 100% perfect conclusion yet but I think I found my direction...but more on that in my 1st "new" post some time in the future *hahaha* ...on top of it all I am just lazy ^^"

Also I decided to revive my youtube channel and hopefully I can film a new video on the long weekend with the help of my boyfriend *O* I have so many ideas and things that I want to talk about...not only did I go to Japan in April and got inspiration there but I already had so many plans in my head BUT never had the energy *points up* to sit down and do it...but not anymore d^^b I can't sit around forever and wallow in my selfpity and anxiousness~

Also if you want more and regular updates on what I am doing you can still add me on facebook and instagram. I am posting updates from my quirky mind there pretty often :3

And to make this post a little more colorful have some pics from my weekend ;)

 

Hope you have a nice day <3

xoxo

[Award] You are my Blogstar!

Hello sweeties <3

OMG~ this week is really great *-* I got a really great award from my dear Nezumi. Most of the time those awards are given to 10 or more blogs but this one is really really special as it goes only to one special blog...the idea for the award came from Grinsemietz and although I do love the idea of giving the award to only one blog I can't really decide which one to choose @@ There ares so many great blogs out there who would deserve this award...but after some thinking I came to a conclusion. 

Here are the Rules:

- This award only goes to one blogger!

- write down why you you give the award to this blogger.

- Write down who gave you the award?

I thought to myself "What blogposts do you anticipate the most? Which blog is most fun to read?" - and my conclusion was *tadaaaaaaaaaaa*

Stoff im Gehirn

I really, really love to see her new outfits and also the work in progress. I am so fascinated with her skills when it comes to sewing *^* I wish I could sew as well as she does *O* I also love to read about here travels - seriousely I want to go to Barcelona so badly now *hahaha* And the fact that she loves Doctor Who, Sherlock, Attack on Titan and many other things I am obsessed about is all the more reason to give the award to her blog. I already mentioned it before but I am probably her biggest fangirl *haha* ^^"

Have a nice evening *chuuuuuu*

xoxo

7 things~

Hello sweeties <3

It is Monday again and you know what that means, right ;) Also I am really on time this week *hahaha* Gotta make up for the weeks when I was to late in posting my 7 things ^^" So lets start~

1. Watched Disney's The Beauty and the Beast again after a pretty long time. I still love that movie as dearly as 20 years ago *_*

2. Went shopping with one of my Japanese colleagues and had a really great time. Also found the latest LE by Essence...that I will talk about soon..ish xD

3. Went to the 1st Bookblogger regular table in Stuttgart...it was really really nice to meet new people who love books as much as I do...although I was really nervous that nobody would talk to me let alone like me x"D Thanks to my cute Nezumi for encouraging me <3

4. Started with another "diet"...well, not actual diet but in lack of a better word I call it that. Actually it is a specific way in which you change your eating habits. It is called "Schlank im Schlaf" (Loose weight while sleeping) and I heard from friends that it is working really good for them so I also will give it a shot :)

5. Together with Nezumi I met a really nice photographer by chance in Stuttgart and she took really nice pictures of us together. Can't wait to get the finished products :3

6. Got complimented on my eyes :3 In the past I considered my eyes an outstanding trait of my face because they are rather big and they have a nice color of blue but recently I forgot that someone could even remotely consider them beautiful...stupid me *hahahaha*

7. One of my most favourite bloggers of all time is now following my blog <3 <3 <3 Go check out Stoff im Gehirn - so awesome <3

Also as a honorable mention this week: I am going to participate in a book challenge created by my dear Nezumi and Sasija. It will be held in German though but if you want me to translate you parts of the challenge please don't hesitate to ask me <3

Have a nice start into this week~

xoxo

7 Things~

Hello sweeties <3

It is Monday again, my awesome weekend at Tegernsee is over and I am having after-holiday-depressions ^^" Do you know that feeling when you don't want to return to your daily life that kicks you in the butt more often than you would like? Well, it is like that...only a bit worse as I fell over and over in love again with this beautiful region *sighs* Anyways, I don't want to whine and rather write down 7 great things that happened during the week...well, this time lets say, during the weekend as my week was, well, for the bucket X.x Let's start~

1. Went to meet sweet Vanilla for her Birthday Party :)

2. Made selfmade icecream for the first time and it was supereasy :3

3. Got a hold on three new dresses for my collection (more on that in another post ;D)

4. Vanilla took me to one of the most awesome Indian Restaurants I ever ate at...well, it was the first time for me to go to an Indian Restaurant so I can't compare but the food was A-W-E-S-O-M-E <3

5. Enjoyed the nice weather at lake Tegernsee~

6. Fell in love with this beautiful place again...I so did not want to leave xD

7. Chatted with my sweet girls about everything and nothing :3

How was your week? I hope you had a good start into this one :)

Have a nice evening~

xoxo

Giveaway Winner :)

Hello sweeties <3

Sorry for taking so lang to announce the winner of my giveaway~

The winner is *tadaaaa*Miyalicious :)

a Rafflecopter giveaway

Congratulations <3

Have a nice day everyone~

xoxo

Conquering Facebook

Hello sweeties <3

Yep~ your eyes aren't playing tricks on you - I am going to conquer the internet starting with facebook...well, not really but as GFC will undergo some changes and some of you might not be able to read my ramblings anymore after those changes happened I thought "Why not try building a facebook page?"...well, actually I got the inspiration for doing so from koo-chan :) So, if you want you can also follow me on facebook here.

Have a nice and relaxed evening~

xoxo

Mission - Reduce Stress

Hello sweeties <3

As some of you might know I am a person who overthinks everything. And now I have to pay the price for this rather bad habit as all the stress I am producing for myself is weighing on my health ^^" I am tired all the time, I am depressed and worst of all my scalp is straind thus my hair does not want to reside on my head anymore...well, my thin hair is my own fault. But now it is time to stop being depressed about it and to start to do something against it. I will start autogenic training again and avoid my negative thoughts. I will try to eat better...yep, at the moment I am not really eating to healthy. I will start to be more optimistic and less gloomy~ :3

...but wait, why am I telling you this? Well, at first I want to have this post to remind myself that from today on I started to change myself from the overthinking me to a more relaxed me. Also I probably will write about the progress of my mission in this post and hopefully I can help people who might have the same problems I do :)

I wish you a really nice evening~

xoxo

My reason for blogging...

Hello sweeties <3

Again I want to talk about something more serious. Recently I have been thinking a lot about why I am writing this blog. To be honest, and you all might have noticed already, I don't really have a special talent. I can't really draw that well, although I try on a regular basis. I can't sing to good, although I love to do it as often as I can (and not only in the shower x"D)...and I am possibly the most awkward person that I know of xD When I am around people I often don't know how to do the appropriate thing...and this seemingly boring awkward person is already writing a blog since 2 years and over 100 people are interested in what I have to say. I am really really grateful for that! Thank you so so much for following me <3 

But although it is nice for my ego to have as many readers as I have, I didn't start my blog for that reason. Initially I wanted to write about me being a Lolita and still having so many different hobbies outside of that. And since than my blog got a life of its own *hahaha* I have so many ideas for new posts...makeup, fashion, music, books, anime...so much to talk about with no clear line to it all...it is just me and my sometimes crazy life *hihi* Now this blog has become really precious to me as I can share things I really love with the world~ Therefore I hope you will keep on reading my blog and maybe you will find some inspiration here <3 <3 <3

Have a nice evening my lovelies~

xoxo

Bloglovin

Hello sweeties <3

Well, supposedly the news are old but I am pretty slow in that matter xD

Google is discontinuing the google reader and supposedly GFC is also not available starting July 1st *hmpf* Therefore if you still want to read about my rantings you can just follow me on Bloglovin or via Blog Connect :) Please also leave me your links so I will also be able to read your blogs in the future ^^

Have a nice evening <3

xoxo

Liebster Award :)

Hello Sweeties <3

Yeehaaaa~ I was nominated for another award <3 This time I was given the Liebster Award by Aina Noire *_* Thank you so much~ This is an award that is given out to new bloggers with less than 200 followers. 

 
The rules for accepting the award are:

 -Post 11 random facts about yourself.

-Answer the 11 questions that the nominating blogger asked you.

-Ask 11 questions to the bloggers that you nominate.

-Nominate 11 new bloggers and link their blogs in your post.

-Make sure you tell the bloggers that they've won !

11 random facts about me:

1. I am addicted to fashion and makeup in nearly every form.

2. I love to draw but I am not really good at it xD

3. When I marry I want my ceremony to be in Venice.

4. Sometimes, when wearing Lolita I really wonder why people stare at me because I think my outfit is "toned doen" xD

5. I am the biggest Sephiroth-Fangirl (FF VII) there is.

6. I wish I could be a member of Fairy Tail *haha*

7.I am a little brandwhore, not only in Lolita but also in makeup-stuff and the like ^^"

8.I want to live in Japan again for one or twi years.

9. My dream is to open an Alice-themed Café where cute girls in Lolita serve bevereges :)

10.I love Vampires and think that Kamijo from Versailles is the spitting image of Lestat <3

11.I am addicted to Cottage Cheese at the moment, I could literally eat it all the time xD

Questions from Aina Noire:

1. Who is your favorite fashion idol? I don't really have a favourite fashion idol, I get my inspiration from all over the Lolita-Community and the web...but if I had to give idols I would say my friends because they are amongst the most stunning Lolitas I know :)

2. What is your least favorite part of your morning routine? Getting out of bed xD

3. What is your favorite item of clothing to wear? At the moment I would say it is my Powder Rose OP by Angelic Pretty <3

4. Where is your favorite place to sit and have "quiet time"? Depends, sometimes I go to the park in spring or autumn to have time for myself, sometimes my bed and a good book are enough.

5. Is there anything that you wish you were better at? Drawing and definitely Japanese...there is always something you want to improve.

6. Do you have any hobbies? Too many xD Japan, Anime, Fashion, Lolita, Reading, Music, Makeup...and many more...

7. If you had to choose only three foods to eat for the rest of your life, what would they be? Daifuku, Donburi, Yakisoba

8. What would you like to be doing right now? Shopping/Karaoke/Sightseeing in Japan <3

9. What is your dream dress/skirt/etc.? *thinks* At the moment the dress I want most is Glass Bottle of Tears by Angelic Pretty <3 But my All-time favourie is Vampire Requiem by AatP <3 <3

 

10. Do you like wearing makeup? Why? Definitely *_* Because you can change everytime you wear it...you can only put on a little bit for work just to look more fresh but you can also go over the top and create a totally new style for yourself ^^

11. If you could live with anybody, who would it be? My special someone when I found him ;)

My questions for the nominees: 

1. What is your favourite book?

2. Which fashion/make-up-item are you craving for at the moment? 

3. What is your dreamplace you want to travel to?

4. If going to your dreamplace, what is the first thing you would do?

5. Which Disney-Princess do you like most? Why?

6. What is your favourite fictional character? Why?

7. What is your dream for the future?

8. Do you have a favourite artist? Who is it?

9.What is the most precious item in your wardrobe that you would never ever sell?

10. Vampires, Zombies or Werewolves? Why?

11. Favourite Anime/Series/TV-Show at the moment?

 

The blogs I'm nominating: 

Bits and Pieces of a Lolita

My last Serenade 

More than just Goth

Yuki's Lolita Wonderland

Marry Me

Teaspoon and Candy

Vanillas Traumfabrik

Laputa a Lolita

Licentia Poetica

Mii-holic

Away from the Sky

A new design, the Bodyshop and other gets~

Hello my sweeties <3

Yes, this is no illusion...I redesigned my Blog yet again as I was not really satisfied with the design before. It was cute I think and I liked it but it wasn't me. As I was (and still am) reading "The Night Circus" I wanted my design to resemble the dark atmosphere of the book but in the end it just wasn't me. So, yesterday I decided that it is time to change that and this is the design I came up with ^-^ And I think it is really me but this time I held it pretty simple. The background is from The cutest blog on the block and the pattern on my header is from here. What do you think about the new (and hopefully final *haha*) design?

1 year of blogging

Hello again my sweeties <3

Already one year has passed since I started blogging here. It was a year with many ups and downs...but for the most parts it was a year of new beginnings and new experiences. So, let me go back, think of 10 things that happened during this year and show you some pictures of this hard but awesome year ^^